Suddenly , i feel like ending my life faster . I'm badly hurt . I'm hurt cause i hurt my love ones . For once , can i experience happiness in my life ? What is all the meaning of this ? What did i go wrong ? And the most saddest part , you thank the both of them saying that thanks for taking care of me . I will never reply when we chat , and why ? Because i want you to read my blog , and i need you to give me a chance to explain everything . I want the old us back , can ? No matter how badly you hurt me , i will still forgive you and forget . And dearest sister love , i still want you in my life . If there was no you , who are the one am i gonna share everything to ? I know i still have other sweethearts . But dearest , you can't be replaced . Once , i mention it , i kept my words . Can you ever imagine what was gonna happen if there is no us ? I guess , in school , we'll just gonna be doing eye contacts and i know i will broke into tears remembering the past . The most memorable time we had . No fights . And even if how stupid you act like an idiot , i will still stand beside you and act like an idiot too . I'm so speechless , if this keeps going on , i really don't know what to say . I really need you , i really miss you and i really love you . Where is the old us ? So what is its 2010 ? What difference ? Oh yeah, 2010 sucks to the core . I just simply miss and love 2009 . People starting to change . And yes , i admit , even me myself change , isn't it ? I just hope i get my old me back . sighed , i hope so .
p/s ; Hold on tight and never let go , hand in hand , love is sent , we'll be friends , till the end . i love you , i need you , i miss you
BOO ! This post is dedicated to myy dearest one and onlyy ! Sampai bilehr sio mauu ginie mahcaam ? Andd yeaah , youhh even can still say to me , if i want to leave youhh , just go aheaaad . Ohhmyy-gee , I know dhaat you're reaadyy to face all th consequences cause youhh still hav someone who youhh can depeend on kaans ? Andd youhh can make your friends hatee me ? Ohh , jyeaah ! Dheen tuhr sukehr hatiy uhr , asaalkan kauu bahagie ehh ? kayh kayhh, im speechless !
9:46 PM
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Thursday, March 18, 2010
Ohh-emm-gee ! Holidaay sungguh th ceeehpaat ! Malaaaaaaas xiaa nahk piy skool , daahr lahr i haven't buaat homework . Haaaaaaaaaaaaaishh-kebabuushhh ! I'm so fuckingg bored . Ku naahk kuwahr . Baru march holidays nahk plan piy oting . Check2 , taahk sempaat . Wadoh ! Serious shyt xiaa, i'm not reaadyy untok piy skolaah . Waaat kepale peneng jehr . Myy class pon cahm tahk supportive . Dhen nnty , tiap2 piy skool mestiy adr peraaang . Haaaish ? Aku naahk holiday laahs ! Urgh shyyt . Noww perot cramp siaak . Kaayh uhr , end here . FULLSTOP !
8:07 PM
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I'm so damn bored xiaa ? Hahaa , i've always went to th TypicalMatSays bloggy andd took about 15 to 30 mins to reaaad th post . But skrg, th post dahr cahm matiy gytuh kan . Waduh2 , I'm bored Sio ? March Holidays seems so mendaaaahk siaaal . Mondaay wat project , tuesday piy bugis ,t uh pon cahm tahk geyrek sgt , wednesdaay , piyy cwp SORANK ! Dhen todaay stakaat piy umah nanaa . But i sweaar nariyy geyrekk nahk mampos . Me and Nanaa Storyy Teller Number satuhr ! Claaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap ! Kayy lame . =.= . Urghh ? sumpaah mendahk dowh!~ . If i talk craaaps , layankan jehr eh ?Shooots , I reaally wanna make an outing butbut holidaay nahk abes . I'm not readyy for school . Homework jehr aku lom bwaaat . Podaaahlaah ! Fridaay , ku mahcam mauu turon greenwood . Cahm naeek rindu gytuhrkan dahr lamehr tahk jumpe doraank . Aku nahk tanyehr satu2 , sapr yang ckp akuu and friends panggel dorank YP . Eyey , senaaaang hatiy jehr ehh korank shoooooot pt kyther . Wadoh2 , niek bukaan haal, i'm just askingg them . Sesiaapr yang wat mulooot . Jengjengjeng . Kayy fake? Wadoohh , craaaps bykk siaa fafaaa ;DDDDDDD ! Kayhh meyhpeek , okeokee , till heree . Haiyaaas . Mendahkk hor ? Kayhh meyhpeeek , Boobye ! FULLSTOP !
9:23 AM
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Heyy-yaww ! Dahr update blog . More nicer *winkwink* . I did it all by myself tawh , dahr tahk dependd on people . Duluh i'm pemalaaas nahk mampos . Update blog pon nanaak . Skrq , i recentlyy update eh eh ? Claaaaaap lahs ! Hahaa, so heel yeaah , todaay slack at Nanaa's house since i couldnt lepak due to couldnt get to contact Rachikah and NanaB . ;DD . Sorry ey , selaeen aku dpt contact korank , baruhh aku lepak nahn korank orite ? HAHS , kayy sumpahh aku maken merepeeeeeeeeeeeek ! HAHS , i'm just so damn mendaahk sio . Starting to miss DHEM ! Wadoh2 , sungguh mendaahk siaal ! kayykayy tkp , end here . befor bende2 meyhpek kuwaaahr dariy mulot akuh . Hahaa , okeoke , Byee ~ Shoo`
9:09 AM
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
So mayb todaay going out with myy dearest sisterlurp , Nanaa Sehhmuaall ? Hahas , Porbably going to marsling lamehr untok outer sluaahr , hahas . Baeek punyaahr . So , nariyy nahk spent time with her lah kans . Kyther dahr lamehr tahk jumpe . Duer hariy tahk jumpe naeek rinduu sio ! I love her to the coreeeeee laaaaaaaaaahs ! Andd jyeaah , nariy aku mimpi mcm2 sio . Adr yang termasok cyte 2012 , adr yang cedeyhh nahn adr yangg geyrekk gylehr sampai tanak bangon dowh~ . Hahaas , fafaa dahr bobual craaps . gagaa~ would end here . Boobye !
9:04 PM
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I miss F.A.N.A . Skrgg dahr tkd namehr tuhr aqiek . Akuh tenokk gbr tuhr sumehr pon aku nanges . Sumpaaah byk kenangan . But all i knew is , namehr tuhr dahr tkd lagieyy ,, Haaaaaish , I love youhh all . DD;
8:49 AM
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Holaa ! I'm back to postinqq baybehhhhh ! Dahr lamehr kuh tahk update eh eh ? So let me elaborate what happen on Monday & Tuesday .
Monday ; So eventually , me and my INT HUM group members decided to do our group project on making a windmill . So actually Farisha and Syazman didn't attend . So its up to me , nanaa and rachikah . Nanabbylove was there too to help us . In th end , in turns up with tons of fights , craaaps . Th four of us kept world war . Rabaakrabaak . Dhen we all supposed to reached Nanaa's crib lepas kol 3 . So me , rachikah and Nanab naaahk beliy materials dher sumehr . Behh kyther piy causwaaay uhr . Before dhaaat , i myt Rachikah at admiralty mac ferst . Dhen bylehr i reached mac , rachikah alreadyy waiting for me . I quicklyyy went to her and she mention " ehh si filza piy sanr tuhr " dheen both of us cehpat cehpaat ikot dher dariyy blakanqq . Hahaa , baeek punyaahr ;DD Dhen filzaa pusenqq blakang stare at us . Hahaa , dhen i told rachikah dhat i think i saw lutfi and others . Rachikah searched for them and then we walk off . Wanted to go to NanaB's crib . She told us to myt at her house . Otw nahk piy sanr , ternpk hadziq , haziq ans Suraj . Hadziqq nahk cabot dairyy filza . Rachikah and me us them to follow us . So theyy did . Bylehr nqaaah otw , lutfi called hadziq . Dher ckp he oso want to cabot dariyy Fatin . HAHAH ! Koraank plan2 check2 naahk cabot . Then we us th boys to wait downstairs . Dheen bylehr Nanab dahr siaap . Kyther cehpaat2 turon . Then theyy said theyy wanted to lepak . Then aku , rachikah and Nanab teros mood ilangg sio . Then went off feelinq so fustrated . Took bus , dhen kyther nampaak Yan and Boi . Doraank tahk pandang kyther . Yan saw us and he jeleng . Dhen kyther wat bodohh tros jalaan jehr uhs . Pissed of sio ! Sampaai causwaay , go popular , bought th materiaals . Rachikah peyh duet tahk cukop . Dhen we need to bought little things . Dahr beliyy , nanaakechyk msg ckp tkyaaa beliy paint . Dhen all of us sumehr stoink . Nyeeetnyooot~ Dahr beliyy , piy mac , beliy ice-cream and off to NanaaSehmaal's crib . Then all of us started makinq th windmill . Sumpah susah sio ! Alot of fights siaa while makinq th project . In th end , th windmill looks lyke a abandon windmill dhat has never been used for about thousands of yeaar . Gagaa~ , Dhen rachikah balek duluhr cause she mood ilanqq . Dheen me and nanab slack jhaap at sofina's house . Dhen went off around 6+ going 7 . Theen baleeek and on comp , tahk updatee blog ;DDD !
Tuesday ; FOLLOW NANAB GO BUGIS , HAPPENING SIO . ANYTHING PIY NANABBYLOVE PUNYEHR BLOG . ;DDDDDDD !
8:43 PM
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Saturday, March 13, 2010
Whaaaloww !
Nanaa Seh-Maaall disini ! *pheeeew ! been ask to update this laaazy girl`s blogg , as obviously its fafaakecohh! Nyaaaah~ So as youu cn see , her blogskin is saaame as mine kn ? thaan why ey ? Nyyoohhhooo ! Jojojokokokomomomo . ok doooone`
hooope she lykes niyaaah !
Boobye & takecare
2:27 AM
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
So eventually , myy arms and knees are badlyy beedinqq and hurts me alot ? Whuaaay ? Cause just now me , nanaa and rachikah are playinqq run down and up at somekinq lyke a slope outside our school . As we running towards down i kept thinking dhat " kayhh , niek mestieyy aku jatoh " Check2 , i faall ! Pain nahkk mampos ! People around me was lyke starinqq , tapiey dowranqq tahk ketawe uhr . goodgood . Dhen i look back i shout " PAISE ! PAISE ! KIMAAAK ! PAISE SIYAAAL ! " and i kept repeatinqq . Andd theyy started laughinqq . Fuhh~ naseb taww doranqq respect aku cket . Kalauu tidaakk , satuhr taplek siaak aku bagyy stauhr2 . Andd exactlyy , all of them was lyke starinqq BLANK at me ! Khairul and Hadziqq was there too . How memalukan . =.= . pfft , naseb tkd mat sachok eyey ? Haha ! So noww , nomatter whuat or how embarrasinqq was it , i will just have to qo to school and carry a book to close myy face whenever i saw people who was at th place when i faaal . *winkwink* . PAISE NAHK MAMPOS ! I'm tellinq the whole WORLD dhat i FALL FLAT to the GROUND !
6:08 AM
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Monday, March 8, 2010
LATE PHOTOS ! Before , i'll be MIA , i'll post th photos dhat Rachikaah wanted .Andd jyeaaah , i will not be updatinqq for a loonqq period . Andd even if i do online myymsn , i will not replyyy . I'm sorry , but my lifes not qettinq worse . Haishh .
5:08 AM
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Hello , dhis is just qonna be a short post .
I will be MIA . Findd me when youhh find me .
I'm sick and tired of beinqq someone's [insertword] . blaaahblahhblahhh ,
andd jyeaaah , i'm quitinqqq outside activites .
Do miss me people . Bubye !
siqninq out ,
fafaa kecohh .
2:53 AM
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Haaaalo ! Nanaakecykkdisini ! Just dooone with fafaa`s blogg . Hope she lyyke it nyoooot !
6:07 AM
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Yours Truly
Heyy , Im FafaaKecohh .
Also known as Fafaa .But families call me Dhilla (:
Going 13 . Sembawang Secondary is where i suffer .
Was brought into th earth on 25.10.97 .
I never reveal much about me and i lyke being myterious .
I'm different then anyone else and i mayy stand up alone .
I respect people whom respect me .
I don'tcare what people sayy about me
I never depend on people much .
I'm nice and mayy be sarcastic .
I'm easilyy hot-tempered .
Photographyy , dancing is my passion .
I lvelve my ex-systerlurps , ex-brotherlurps and my ex-kaky geyreks .
Shakespears are my one and onlyy and it still remains on my heart .
Even if it doesnt exist anymore .
Single or attached , puhlease , it doesn't bother youhh . =]
People , don't judge me by my looks aye ?
My looks doesn't reflect a thing about me . Ghetddat ?
Ohh yeahh , spammers , you're just making my tagboard ACTIVE !
hahha . ouhh yeahh , and your opinions , puhlease ,
i really don't wanna noe !
So , just tagged before youhh leave .
Anddddddd , i do own a msn , tagged , facebook , tumblr (:
Askk ohhkayhh . ;D
Whut else ?